1st day in SYDNEY

Back in sydney where all the cleaning have to be done by myself…house is pretty messy at the moment coz a friend of mine place all his stuff here…he’s gonna pay for renting space in my place!!!

i had a long transit in bali..last flight to bali from surabaya was at 4.30 and my next flight is at 12 am..can u imagine i have to wait that long???!!the waiting is killing me but i kinda enjoy it..Bali is a beautiful place, not surprised if i saw so many poeple from different country go there for holiday…majority of the tourist are japanese and australians. but the number of korean and chinese tourist keep growing.. one of the reason why korean came to bali is because there is one of the K dramas was shot in bali,from then on they actually want to see the beauty of the place.

can u imagine how cool indonesian who work there…..they able to speak about 6 languages,english,indo,bali,korea,japan and chinese..i dun think they understand hokkien lah…when it comes to bargaining, u better watch your language coz they understand what you are saying (except hokien again) so lucky for taiwans and some singaporeans and some indos who can speak hokkien..

bali is the place where east meet west really…i dunno why only bali who is able to attract such number of tourist while other places have similar beauty,not to mention small islands which i dunno the name..and actually indo are rich, but the some of the people not educated enough to maintain the place. They are too selfish, if they making money out of the famous places, they keep to themselves without taking care of the place. No wonder if few nice places in indo are now ruin.

 Corruption became a culture too in indo. I hate indo but i love it too..

Anyway cant wait to meet my friends..

Wednes-day

Supposely i’m doing my presentaion today, but it was changed to yesterday for a last minute, which drive me nuts and bit of dissapointment. My presentation didnt go well, I wasnt fully prepared. Because i did it yesterday, let me nothing to do today…I was planning not to come to the office, but i already sad that today is my last day, so i decided to come just because i am a woman of my word…

And because i have nothing to do,i start browsing some website which is cool…http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com, the owner of this web is a 12 year old with unique sense of clothing, i was lazy to read the whole blog, so i just look at the pics she got. And seems like most of her clothes are vintage clothes which she or her mom customs designed. She got all of the creativity package for a 12 year old!! she definitely will become a designer when she grow up!

another web that i’m browsing is little miss dress up, there are two girls who write in that blog, one is from philipines which i think she has a better style than the other one. The other one is from singapore, she is bloody i mean BLOODY rich man… her mom bought her 2 Bontega VEneta bags..i mean TWO!!! they have different styles of clothing, one is more modern, funky, cool and the other one is more classic, brandy* and sometimes too much(for me not too matching)..Well both of them wears excessively accecories, but dunno why no matter how excessive the girl from manila wears she still looks cool.

Albert Einstein

who knows Einstein is a christian?? I DONT… founder of E = mc²  and many other things of those physics theory died on 17 April 1955, Albert Einstein experienced internal bleeding caused by the rupture of an aortic aneurysm, which had previously been diagnosed and reinforced.He took a draft of a speech he was preparing for a television appearance commemorating the State of Israel’s seventh anniversary with him to the hospital, but he did not live long enough to complete it.He died in Princeton Hospital early the next morning at the age of 76, having continued to work until near the end

I received this email which i will post below soon and I am not sure if this is true from Mr. Einstein himself but I just believe it is.Enjoy reading it and believe me it’s WORTH IT!

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has
with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.  He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
   
Professor :   You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?
Student    :   Yes, sir.
Professor :    So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student    :   Absolutely, sir.
Professor :    Is GOD Good ?
Student    :    Sure.
Professor :    Is GOD ALL – POWERFUL ?
Student    :    Yes.
Professor :    My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to  GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor :   You can’t answer, can you ?  Let’s start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?
Student    :   Yes.
Professor :   Is Satan good ?
Student    :   No.
Professor :   Where does Satan come from ?
Student    :   From . . . GOD . . .
Professor :   That’s right.  Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student    :   Yes.
Professor :    Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student    :   Yes.
Professor :   So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor :   Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don’t they?
Student    :  Yes, sir.
Professor :   So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor :  Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student    :  No, sir.
Professor   :  Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student    :   No , sir.
Professor :   Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student    :   No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor :   Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student    :   Yes.
Professor :   According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist.  What do you say to that, son?
Student    :  Nothing.  I only have my Faith.
Professor :  Yes, Faith.  And that is the Problem Science has.

Student    :   Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor :   Yes.
Student    :   And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor :   Yes.
Student   :   No, sir. There isn’t.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student    :   Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don’t have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can’t go any further after that.

There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student    :  What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor :  Yes. What is Night if there isn’t Darkness?
Student    :   You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something. You can have Low Light,   Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .

But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn’t it? In reality, Darkness isn’t. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor :   So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student   :   Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor :   Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student    :   Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.

Sir, Science can’t even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
                   
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.  
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.         Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor :   If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student    :   Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student    :   Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor.  Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
                  
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student    :  Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor’s Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student    :  Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .

No one appears to have done so.   So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor :   I guess you’ll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student    :  That is it sir . . .  Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.  That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:

I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .
You’ll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won’t you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
That student was Albert Einstein. 

Insecurities

Insecurities…..

everybody has it.. just like me,my shirt bit tight now…

hicks…i swear and promise to myself i will lose 10 KG!!!!!!!

get fit bit,jog everyday,the hardest thing to do is to fight my lazyness to do excercise.

-_-! bloody

When I’m back to Sydney…

When I’m back to Sydney i really want to use my time to the FULLESTST…as it will be my last semster in Macqurie University…I’m proud to be macquarians (i-made-it-up) So many people in indos asked me where i’m studying at,and when i answered “Macquarie”, they have all this blank or confusion on their face..What they know is only UNSW,UTS,and hardly USyd..what the *pip*…oh Man i’m not trying to say anything but of course they only know UNSW cos that all where the INDOS met…UNSW is located at a suburb where majority is INDONESIAN and can u imagine if you were in a class which full of people from your own country?might as well study in indo lah, what for study in overseas?? -_-”"!

anyways none of that is my business,but what is that I want to enjoy,work my ass off (studying) and enjoy again my time in sydney.. I have everything planned in my head. I’m going to go to museums,lots of museums, those place that you can see stars with telescope, concerts (jason mraz ones =)),places to eat and hang out with frends and take lots lots of pictures…may be i wil as my friend’s help,mita,coz she have skill to take nice shots…”thanks in advance mita”

I’m 23 this year….with that age, it makes me feel that life is getting shorter and shorter specially when you do the maths,with all the planning you’ve got,life is rather Fast..without realising it,you will be 30’s and do you remembered on how you look at people in their 30s when you were younger??what i remembered when i was young is that,girl who reached 17,she should have boyfriend and mature enough.But when i reached 17, i didnt have boyfren and dun think that i’m matured enough..GEez i’m 23 liao!!my best fren-only fren since primary 1-FINA is getting engaged this march and married on dec…fast huh!soon i will get wedding invitation from all of my friends and i hope by then i already get serious boyfriend…coz sooner or later i will have this pressure to get married from the people surrounding me…

Tomorrow is Valentines day my friends,hope you enjoy your day and i’m going to enjoy my day at church with my bro and fina and her bf(they not celebrating V day coz i think they want to save up for the engagement party and for the wedding which is good for me coz i’m not going to be alone on vday like i used to in previous years).

btw arden what we had not counted ok,coz it was LD…enjoy your life buddy,coz life is running short,have the plans that you want,but what happen in the future could be a bonus or lesson-to-learned. I realised that working is another commitment that we have to take,apart or relationship and marriage. I feel that when I’m working later, It gonna sucked all my social life with friends..So enjoy now coz you might not enjoy it later..

Happy that u comment my previous post coz i have not post anything for a while..

Pls,dont be bored to read such a long post okie..and your post in your blog,getting shorter and shorter..Cheer up buddy!^_^

Trip to Jkt open my Eyes

A trip to jkt open my eyes wider about life. I was staying at a friend place which I should not have done at the first place but I thought it was the best choice then. A friend of mine whom i knew from oz  is actually quite busy with her relationships with her bouyfriend of course. Again I tot it was ok as she never ignore me but again i made mistakes as she is having Long distance relationship which of course she would be busy with her bf with all those mussy mussy things which so not-for-my-eyes-to-see.

I do not mean to be rude or bashful or whatever, but there are differences in life, in perspective and many things between me-family and her family.

I do not want to say it one by one but it’s just different. Maybe coz my parents are more oldfashioned than her parents which i want to keep it that way until i have my own family.

Things i learned that, family should have routine dinner together or just activities together. I also learned that the little thing “just being at home” simply becoz you have a home, I dun see the point of having a house if you are hardly there. Btw Home and House is diferent in my perspective, home is where you feel belonged with the people you love while house is just a building without love and soul. I also learned that long distance relationship is just a beginning but it’s not a beginning if you are changing your status as “enganged”. In my perspective, I would never want to be engaged withsumone who have not a proper job, basic salary and enough experience about life. Life is evil, you just CANT expect people to treat you good when you treat them good. NEVER expect that or you will get dissapointed in the future. People have different experiences, what i say may be true and what you say may be true. There is no right or wrong answer as people learn from their own experiences..

I also learned to take control of my mouth as I do still speak too straightforward which is might not be good in the future, whether in the busines, meeting clients and people. But i just cant control myself sometimes as i find that people are just too naive. However, eventhough im straightforward i DO NOT mean anything rude or bashfull, i am just letting you know, damn it! I just want to share as i hope that you will learn other consequences..

You must think positively and look at the bright side but Never forget the negativity and the worst side. There is a very thin line between positive and negative. In a business, it is like a gambling, once you break that thin line, your money is GONE. But investing and gambling is different, with investing you can learn from people who already have experienced and improve and while gambling win and lose only God knows.

SOmehow I’m blessed and thankful i made that trip as i learn more and not waste time just like that.

Damn 2009

damn….its been a while since i blog here…due to lazyness of course…

i want to have sumthing nice and creative for my blog but i just do not know how to do it..i’m lousy at these computers thingy and i cant be bothered to learn at the moment…

I have pretty long break,3 months..and im left with 1 month to go..damn fast!!!!!!!and in my holiday i havent do much..just sitting in the office (like right now)..and leanr bit by bit.

btw i just posted another link up in my page, got it from my fren, about fashion again but from singapore..

i love fashion but i’m just afraid to express myself as people around me wear pretty much boring clothes and if there is one who is extreaordinary, they will think that she is just weird and “too much”..

i’m looking forward to go back to Ausie for my last semester..I’m going to love Winter like i never used to as this will be my last winter season…So i get to wear all my winter clothes, boots and my scarf which i will be unable to wear if i were in indo..

and im so gonna take lots of pictures in  autumn season…with green-yellow-red leafs which i never find in indo…

Happy 2009?!

Life isn’t about finding yourself but it’s about creating yourself.

have u ever heard that saying? I had. I dun really agree to it 100% but i think that life is about finding and creating yourself…have u found and created yourself?? I think i had found myself and still on the process of creating myself.. there are some things that makes me ME..I am more of a leader,dominant,decision maker. I am very stubborn too! in a good sense i think, i’m not easily influence by other people. However, I am still creating my level of patient and my communication skills with other people. I am not attention seeker unlike some other people, I’m not depending on other too much, I’m not pampered or spoil. I am me. I have found me. I know what i’m doing and what i’m going to do. I am unique and different. Take it or leave it. Love it or hate it. I am fine and I matured enough. I made mistakes and learnt from it and not going to do it again.

I changed my blog, i just realised that the prev was so boring.

not-so-happy MP

=)

all alone again..

hmm….alone by myself again, my housemate didnt come home since yesterday..

honestly, i’m feeling very lonely right now. the feeling is worst that having previous housemate. My previous housemate is irritating but she is always at home so that will make me feel guilty if i stay out too much…

u know this kind of feeling? after tiring day of school and study, u came home and no one welcomes you..feeling empty and alone..

but it’s OK, at least today i saw RU quite a lot,so yeah……will not as bad lah..

lucky i have blog that i can write too….

my frends are busy with their own lives so i just shouldn’t interupt what they are up to, anyway i have exams coming, so i should be studying my butt off right now…

Happy studying to ME

sunday morning

i didnt go to church again today, coz my car still having problems and later around 12 the mechanic will come to fix it again….

arghhh……nothing i could do except to wait..so i will study at home..and may be do some spring cleaning..

anyway, one of my fren upload some cake pics tht she made on her facebook!!so nice and more pro than what i have made….well of course, she spend more than i did on the decorations and stuff and the cake looks not so edible..it is very pretty but people might not eat it which i dun see the point of making cake…

i will try to make more cakes in the future in my free time…..hahaha..

^_^ oh yeah,forget to mention that i am totally feeling better than yesterday and the day before…hopefully i dun have to see the doc tmr….Thx God…